Is this what they really want?

Hi all,

As labour  fast approaches my concerns also grow larger. I’m currently 30 weeks and come to terms with the fact that I’m actually having a baby… a baby girl. 
She was unplanned but now she’s in my tummy and I feel those movements daily I couldn’t see my life any different. However I also feel the struggle daily.

Since finding out I was pregnant my partner has not once showed any emotion, not when the test came back positive, not at the first scan, at the gender reveal and feeling her first movements. He’s great at talking a talk, to other people, that’s he’s happy and can’t wait, when alone at home just the two of us he hs no interest, but with children not even being in our five year plan I can’t help but think is this something he really wants. 
Our relationship has hit some major waves since we found out. I have tried to approach the situation and he tells me I’m stupid or that it’s just me overthinking things when all I really want is the truth behind his feelings as it causes me daily upset. 

we talk about the financial struggles that are arising and he dismisses my stress, we will deal with that when it comes to it is his response. Or how he has to change aspects of his life now that we are welcoming our daughter, well I’m still playing football is a statement I regularly get.

All my emotions are bottling up and I feel like soon I may explode, or even worse leave and never come back. 

please if anybody has been in the same situation help me out. 
Isit me or is it him? 

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